Broken-Hearted

I saw him.
I shouted and screamed,
He reasoned and pleaded.
And before I knew what had happened,
I was in tears,
And he was gone.

I'm alone now,
And I'm running up the stairs two at a time,
Ignoring the echoes of my name behind me.
Slamming the door,
Kicking off Shoes,
Peeling off the jacket,
And throwing it to the wall.
I stare where it collided,
The wall and the garment.
A picture of us,
Cracked down the middle.

I grab a pencil from the table,
And let loose.

Everything I feel,
All the loss, sorrow, anger,
Frustration.
Regret.
It all goes down in an imitation of the happiness we had.

With a break right in the heart of the symbol,
The glass cracked and spiked.

I transfer it,
Using my soul,
As an intact peice.
And the outcome?
Because even though he hurt me,
I'll find it in me to forgive him.
I need him back.

A spirit's creativity,
Is just love,
Incarnated.

Guilt Of Life

Broken without breath
Shattered without love
Your Warmth feels like guilt to me
Guilt of life
Without the passion in your eyes
I can only see the waves of fear
Without the break of Harmony
The Music of hurt plays in your smile
With
The Tremble in your touch
I fear you more than Life
Russian Roulette is a
Danger to play with a Card
so soft like you....
If i was so afraid the outcome
I would have never of Played
Now your gone and you are
My Guilt of Life

You

It's your fault I'm left here in the rain,
You left me in so much pain.
I thought that between us there was something,
But you've made it clear now; to you I'm nothing.
You're no doubt my greatest error
And all this time I sensed not even a tremor
Of how your eyes used to hypnotise
But behind the surface there are only lies
I thought you and I were meant to be
I thought that it was destiny.
Now, I know that I was wrong
You never wrote that poem, sung that song
I deserve better than you
You're unaware of how well I can do
You played me - like a little game
You put me through a storm of shame
So now I've felt what heart ache is like,
And that true love is yet to strike.

Past, Present, Future

 Past
things used to be so happy
with love cheer and joy
then things went terribly wrong
the evil sent death and destruction
the beatiful kingdom is gone
she died to save us
now all is forgotten
we must remember


Present
we are finally saved
but we have forgotten
we meet again
and we remember
things are new and different
but not bad
filled with love we rebuild
our beautiful kingdom


Future
now we remember
our lovely memories
from so long ago
maybe an eternity
we were saved
now its our turn to protect
things will soon be almost the same
but never will they be exactly
we are filled with love
but also sorrow

Life

Soaring In The Wind
one step
left foot right foot
again and again
over and over
one step
left foot right foot
again and again
over and over
but one day
break the flow
go another way
take another path
live another life
take a risk
have some fun
before the next day comes around
with that same pattern
one step
left foot right foot
again and again
over and over
my life is worth more than this
yet i swear the ground i walk on gets deeper every day.
ill go mad if i live another day
with that cursed patern of everyday life
so i break the routine
give life a reason
give life happyness
and joy
and love
and never again
be just a clone
but a lively spirit
soaring in the wind

He Said, He Loved Me

My mind is going crazy
It just cant seem to stop
He said he really loved me
But yet the words were burned

He said he really loved me
What a lier he is to me
I cant believe those
second chances I gave
him might only been for me

The tears are coming now
They just cant seem to stop
But yet I know its ok
Cause he was just a jerk

Those other girls can have him
They will feel my pain soon too
Cause we are not just woman
We have true hearts too

I am stronger now
Because of what he did to me
He was just a jerk
And I am over him

Good men don't lie to you
They always tell the truth
This guy I feel in love with
Thought loved me

I'm not mad
I'm not sad
I'm just staying strong
I am so over him
He is so gone!

This man I feel in love with
He said he loved me so
But I burned those words in the ash tray
Because I am staying strong

My Heart

He ran to me
Love in his eyes
He wanted me
He needed me
He loved me

Then, He left me

Alone, there i was

The happiness faded

Cold and hallow

All alone
There you were

You saw me
And i saw you

You missed me
And i missed you

You Tried to take me back
But i declined
And thats okay
Finally I'm Over you and here you come again

Don't mess with my heart
Please
Its fragile